AWAKEN THE HEALER WITHIN
A sanctuary for remembrance, release, and radical self-trust.
Transform your inner & Outer WORLDS
Come home to yourself. Awaken the healer within. Reclaim your wholeness.
We have all been given a deep connection to the cycles of the Earth, the Spirit of the Universe, and to one another. We all carry the gifts of ancient wisdom—a connection to the unseen, courage, strength, power, empathy, intuition, love, healing gifts, and so much more.
We are powerful and Divine, and yet so many are disconnected from their true nature and their true selves. Anxiety, fear, and co-dependence—shapeshifting for the world around us—are at the root of so much of our suffering and addictions. We also carry outdated beliefs, expectations, and judgments about who we are supposed to be in the world, what we are supposed to look like, and how we are supposed to act and feel.
Some strive for perfection and burn out, while others isolate and give up. Wherever we fall on the spectrum of how our pain manifests in our internal and external worlds, we can find ourselves surviving—not truly living—from trauma responses in very subtle and very big ways. It’s no wonder so many in the world feel lost, scared, depressed, and hopeless.
“It is in the darkness you seek to avoid where you will find your greatest light.”
We have been taught that if we want to feel better or different, the answer is outside of us. We should “take something” or “see someone” to fix us. We have been taught to suppress and repress our emotions—whether with substances, sex, shopping, or spirituality, retreats, or meditation. I know this because it was my life for a very long time.
I lived in extremes: an extreme addiction to drugs, alcohol, and being loved, and then an extreme addiction to wanting to achieve “enlightenment” and feel no pain.
What I have come to find on my 17-year journey of healing and recovery is that true personal freedom comes when we learn to stay embodied in both the lower and higher energies of consciousness. It is in the darkness you seek to avoid where you will find your greatest light. It is learning that real, unconditional love for yourself means not giving up on yourself.
It means doing the hard work to heal yourself and bring back those lost pieces that may have been taken away or forgotten. You have one life to live (as this version of you). Nothing should keep you from fully knowing, trusting, and believing who you are.
I call myself a healer because my holy longing is to heal myself and share that medicine with others so they can do the same. I call myself shamanic because I am a walker between the worlds. I have spiritual gifts of vision and the commitment to being a hollow bone so Spirit can speak through me.
You have gifts too. There is no more time to waste. You have everything you need to transform your inner and outer worlds—inside of you. There is a Great Within aching to be discovered, remembered, or deepened into, and I would be honored to take you there.
— M
Work With Me
This 12-week journey is for those ready to reclaim their power and embody deep self-trust. Together, we’ll unravel fear, shed old stories, and reconnect you with the truth of who you are.
1:1 COACHING
This is a 90-minute Shamanic healing session. Perfect for clients who come on an as-needed basis. Tend to any challenges, major life events or choices that need to be made, or to reset your energetic container. This is a time of processing, coupled with shamanic visioning meditation.
RITUAL HEALINGS
Something sacred is coming…
The HealSpace App is your sanctuary for healing, remembrance, and transformation - anytime, anywhere. Guided meditations, rituals, teachings, and community, all in one place.
HEALSPACE APP
A small committed cohort of women meeting each month on Zoom ensuring a focused and intimate experience where we can truly get to know one another and dive into longer teachings and shamanic journeys.
MYSTERY SCHOOL“Healing doesn’t mean the damage never existed. It means it no longer controls your life.”
— Akshay Dubey
The Path that Shaped Me
I am a Certified Shamanic Breathwork Facilitator and Ordained Shamanic Minister, trained by Linda Starwolf through the Venus Rising Institute. I’ve served as a Master Apprentice under her guidance and walked the Toltec path through an Eagle Knight Apprenticeship with Don Jose Ruiz.
My work is also deeply informed by the Warrior Goddess Training with HeatherAsh Amara, and over 17 years of personal recovery, walking alongside others on the path of healing from addiction, codependency, and self-abandonment.
I’ve spent six years working in mental health hospitals and rehabilitation centers, supporting individuals in their most vulnerable moments. Since 2018, I’ve facilitated spiritual life coaching, retreats, and workshops, blending the sacred with the grounded, the mystical with the deeply human.
My practice continues to evolve through ongoing spiritual study, apprenticeships, and lived experience—but it is the fire of my own transformation that has offered the most profound teachings.
“Wisdom isn’t what I’ve learned in books - it’s what I’ve embodied in the fire.”
